In the middle of nowhere (2)

It’s the time when I had just come back to Vietnam, and I’d got both reverse culture shock and depression. I feel like I’m in the middle of nowhere. Because of one year studying in Japan, my study in university was postponed, so while my classmate had already finished their study and looked for a job, I was still in school and struggled with my study. It’s like when you’d been always in the front in the past and when you came back, suddenly you were left behind. It’s like you’d got something but felt like nothing. It’s like fog cover your vision which makes you unable to see your future clearly. It’s like all the fun time had passed and now’s the hard time you’d got to overcome. It’s like you’re standing in front of a door to the world, but you don’t know where to go and which path you should choose. It’s like you got lost. All I did to pass out those negative feelings is to keep moving forward. Like when you got lost in a place having no path, no direction, shrouded in the fog; you just keep going straight ahead and believe that fog will clear and you’re gonna see lights ahead sooner or later. Going without direction also has good side that is whatever path you take, it’s always the right path.