In the middle of no where...
In the middle of the age of 23, in the middle of youth... I feel like I get lost, don't know where to start, don't know where to go. What is my strengths? What can I do? What is my core value? Which career should I pursue? Sometimes, I try my best to cheer myself up... Hey! I don't get lost, I'm on my way. I just don't know my destination, but I'm on my way. I will reach my destination, my destiny soon...I'm just on my way.... Today is 100th day of love, and because of my fault, my relationship go down again. He has tried his best to make me happy, he treats me way too nice that I have never imagined, but I have just treat him so bad that I have never treated someone else like that, and I don't know why. My mind keep telling me that I'm such an evil, but I can't stop those bad feelings. Sometime, I just want to let him go so he can find a better girl, but I can't. Even it's just the thought of breaking up with him, it hurts me so muc...